It is the end of my vacation and I am as tired as I was at the begining.

But did you enjoy it?

Sadly not really. I have now talked to C so I can talk about it here. For the last six months I have been struggling a lot. Things have been rough, both between us and for each of us individually.

For me it is that I have been feeling over worked and like all of the responsibilities of the house and puppy raising has been on me. I have also been chronically underslept as well.

I have been trying to think of what i can do to improve it and I am not sure. i feel like my time and energy doesn't stretch to all the things I have to do or even want to do.

I am not sure this was the right time to get a puppy.

He does add a lot of extra work and it has been feeling like a lot of it has been falling to me, especially these last couple of weeks.

But that was what we talked about today and I am hoping that it will improve.