man I have had so much not working time and you'd think that I'd be able to accomplish something in 3 weeks but no

all that happened is that I feel dangerously close to a sad depression cycle of monotony

I'm not very good with my free time

I need to be working or else I lose focus pretty quickly

maybe I should take up classes again

tho I don't speak french and never will so I'll need to make sure they're english classes