I may need someone who's in the storm to come pull Ruby out. She will just keep giving for the sacrifices otherwise, until she has barely anything left, and I would like to have enough of her to roleplay with left.
Ruby: I value my life. Also Ruby: I value the possibility of the lives being saved here more than I value the things that make me me. I'm cool being just a collection of skills that can be used to further my goals.
It's not that she WANTS to be just that, but like. Also? Sometimes that's just how it is. She'll keep the skills that keep people alive, and enough of herself to back up her goals with reason. She can build a new personality if they all survive, right? It's fine. No one would miss those parts of her anyway.
Ruby comes from a world where people like, you know, would be happy to see her gone, at least as far as she sees it. She's pretty sure no one would miss her, and not in a depression sense (tho that contributes in her impressions of what people would miss in MoM) but in an educated deduction sense.
Worry not! You're doing a lot of these threads. The fact that you've only made this mistake a couple times is honestly amazing to me. Juggling that many similar threads at once, and only slipping up occasionally? That's hardcore.
Also Ruby: I value the possibility of the lives being saved here more than I value the things that make me me. I'm cool being just a collection of skills that can be used to further my goals.