(Ncod) big idk? It’s weird. I don’t think about gender a lot anymore. I used to a lot and very much identified as male. Now I’m just like . That mostly comes from a resignation of transitioning being not a thing I can do. I guess mentally I still am more masculine leaning but it feels weird to claim any part of trans label when at this point I don’t

Have any intention of transitioning.

When it comes to sex, it’s I mean I’m attracted to both sexes. However, sex is like weird Bc I don’t like feeling like a girl but wearing a strap on or whatever doesn’t really appeal to me. I’m definitely not asexual

It’s just a nebulous ball of impossible issues

And I’ll be alone forever so it don’t matter anyway

And this isn’t a like oh use male pronouns w me sort of thing because Im pretty neutral. The pronouns aren’t what makes me feel like I’m being seen as a girl or a guy anyway

I’m really not sure how much of my neutrality is from a long sense of it doesn’t matter anyway.