p/nhsk4m

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@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:07 PM

[blarfing gender stuff]

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:07 PM

(first bit is gonna be c/p'd from a convo)

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:07 PM

---- hoo boy tonight is a night for weird gender thoughts

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:07 PM

not bad ones, just vaguely perplexed ones

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

I've always identified as 'female' but... not so much with anything that I perceive that "being female" means?

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

'idk I just work here'

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

'she' is fine but I'm also slightly uncomfortable with my naked body and not because it's gross but because I can't 100% reconcile it with "me"

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

and I fuck around with BC pills because having periods freaks me out to the point of near-dysphoria because my brain is 100% sure it should not be happening to me?

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

and it's not upsetting it's just sort of confusing?

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

because while I'm unpacking this what do I do with all of it

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

I feel like 30 is a bit late to be questioning gender but HEY I didn't even figure out I was asexual until I was 26.

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:08 PM

I AM. perplex. what is this nonsense now, brain.

sᴏғᴛ ɢɪʀʟɪᴇ🌵

@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:11 PM

hUM

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@hardtoport

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:11 PM

Null

@Cricket_Melodies

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:11 PM

I didn't admit to myself that I was trans until I was over 30

Null

@Cricket_Melodies

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:11 PM

I knew, but I spent like

Null

@Cricket_Melodies

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:11 PM

Decades trying to talk myself out of it

Null

@Cricket_Melodies

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:12 PM

It's never too late to start figuring yourself out, or figuring yourself out a little more

CallMeShayna

@Autistic_Ace

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:13 PM

BIG MOOD
seconding all of this.

[[BIG SHOT]]

@Skree

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:19 PM

Haha, some of this is relatable. I hope you can find the answer beb. It's never too late, really, it's always the perfect time because it is what it is

[[BIG SHOT]]

@Skree

Wed, Sep 18, 2019 9:19 PM