So fucking tired. 1) migraines + period + weather + Kyle = my schedule was all zooey even when I got the insomnia back in hand

2) Took my last melatonin :VVVV oops fuck me (all yesterday I was like "THERE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO GET OUT. WHAT IS IT? Not peanutbutter but related???? :V")

3) woke up to massage Kyle's head, GOT BACK TO SLEEP -> woke up AGAIN unable to breathe -> SEE ALSO: OUT OF MELATONIN

4) could take meds and go back to bed WHICH I MEAN I GUESS I GOTTA BECAUSE I AM JUST FACEPLANTING ON KEYBOARD RIGHT NOW -> but I've never done all my nightmeds without melatonin ((ol) It's like the most obvious and easily treatable deficiency with my fucked up brain so literally 10 years running ever since my Doctor said so...

Oh wait b2 too. But I don't always manage that as easily as the melatonin because B2 is for food and I don't eat as often as I stare at bed for 6 hours going "gee I'd really like if I could sleep...." :V

/pulls cheek

5) must make list of things for Kyle to pick up, top of list is obviously.... well if you read the rest you know it's melatonin

And now that I'm up I also gotta do stuff :V ayyy