(mute) cleaning up my physical portfolio which is mostly just a memory file from college, lil bit of gabbing - i guess this has politics but im not rly looking for a debate pshhkj;h

i dont think there is a political issue ive been interested in quite like my advocacy for gun control bc im pretty sure ive written like three papers on it, the first one when i was like 13yo

and like... im from one of those regions where gun control is less favored bc we do live in a good location for recreational hunting and most folks are reasonable human beings and I ADMIT.... there are legitimate reasons for people to own guns

but i still irrationally want all of them irradiated lakjlakahlkaj

pretty much every election season we get a bill on our ballot about making a wolf hunting season in the area OBVIOUSLY I ALWAYS VOTE NO BUT LIKE FUCK OFF DUDES

the wolves arent doing THAT well in our region???

ALSO LIKE ????? why the hell is that on the ballot when we should be leaving it to the rationale of ACTUAL CONSERVATION ORGANIZATIONS fuckin a

my first year of college i took mythology with a really cool professor who pppppretty much gave me over 100% on all my papers

i fell asleep in class almost daily I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY i had this problem in hs too even if i was generally getting enough sleep

but sometimes i wonder if the only reason he gave me such high marks is bc he was already one foot out the door, ready to retire and say fuck this university

reading through a german history test and one of the bonus questions is 'what famous austrian was born in 1888' which.... in hindsight, thats kind of a really weird question to ask considering the correct answer happened to be hitler

i feel weirdly guilty bc im very invested in german history but i also get like 'yikes' vibes whenever i hear someone else is really interested in like... germany lkahlkja;lkah god im such an ass

i think it is partially to do withthe fact that like... the Kollektivschuld rubbed off on me while i was living in germany. i remember being in germany and youd very rarely see people flying german flags so whenever i did see one it kinda hypnotized me with a weird sense of worry

my handwriting has hardly changed since i was 13 damn

which now its great to read through all these things bc my teacher at the time, a Luddite who gave extra credit to people if they wrote their papers by hand, actually asked me to start typing out my essays my handwriting was so bad lka;lkj;kja;lfh

call me an over achiever, i loved extra credit.....

damn, i knew the name knute back when i was like 13. been vying after this name since i was not but a small

this one is such a delight to pull out of the file

id spent every day in class when i was in germany just learning new words

this one is apparently my third book, im not sure where the others are, hopefully not lost

i had this really nice history teacher who would bring me a bilingual history text book to read in class whenever i was in, so id just get the vocabulary from the back and just go through it. i dont remember most of the words now, but ugghh he was one of my favourite ppl

jesus

ugh, my chinese friend who would write notes w me in class.....