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come here and chat enstars with me so we don't overflow the other one
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yesms
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lolol
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i was about to make a "fucking insomnia" plurk but this works too
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anyways as i was saying honestly when it comes right down to it leo is just constantly scared that the second he admits to being friends with eichi he's going to eat shit WHICH ISNT EVEN LIKE
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ENTIRELY EICHI'S FAULT
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imeeji_frontstage | (no subject) there's Eichi's uh
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stream of thoughts on the idea of friendship
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it’s kind of Eichi’s fault
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he's AT LEAST gotten to a point where he acknowledges that sometimes you can just like people
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it's chess trauma still and the fact he's still really. very. much in a weird mode right now where he cannot settle down because he doesnt even know where to settle in the first place
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i said ENTIRELY
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it's still partly eichi's fault
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but hasn't gotten to "You should like people for people and not because they're never going to let you down"
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oh my god eichi
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It is a little Eichi's fault but in his defense Leo was already a little bit off before Eichi touched him
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friendship contracts amirite
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friendship contracts or bust!!!
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leo's always been off as in. himself. but he didnt actually develop paranoia like this until eichi and chess laughs
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before that it was like. unquestioning love and trust.
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for everyone.
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and then chess used him and eichi used him and he became keenly aware of being a toy and a piece to maneuver ...
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Tru facts!!!
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and that colored his interactions with knights and suou too
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"you hate me don't you newbie?" is a thing he repeats at least twice if not more to suou
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he just. goes into these relationships with assumptions it's going to be bad
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trust is dead.
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he starts to get better in canon obviously but im not caught up and i dunked him into hell so waves hand
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ANYWAYS
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p much same on that front
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leovoice eichi would rather be treated like a villain anyways right it would be more cruel to just forgive him as if nothing happened---
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i think eichis development in canon is moving toward appreciating people for people but getting slam dunked into Hell
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he only likes being treated like a villain on stage(or by Shu, who is fun to poke)
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What's a trust can you eat it
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my fucking kingdom for some positive forwards development for eileo unless that's already happened and i just havent caught up but i digress
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lolol
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rrrright now as a whole leo is moving more and more towards the idea of tossing self preservation out the window in its entirety as the balloon game fallout has him leaning towards the mental state he had... close to rampage era inwhich he was like "it's fine if I'm used as the means to an end"
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but his team seems to be leaning towards avante/zrael/wc alliance? which
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wont be stabilizing for him honestly but it will be for his team probably. but. he just more and more is jumping to bad mental states which i cannot tell you what the exact outcome will be but at least leo should still be dangercourting the bit thing on the side
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i am very sleepy and idk if that made sense
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lolol i get u
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anyways eichi I'm sorry about leo spooking himself constantly
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Eichi has no one to blame but himself
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i mean
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i
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well.
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yes but still
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and also Shu if he finds out they're being friendly
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leo and eichi both like: man i wanna be friends too bad WE TRAUMATIZED EACH OTHER
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omfg
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LOL TRUE
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shu will adamantly deny being friends with leo
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which is hilarious
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the fuckin
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eichi -> leo -> shu not-quite-triangle of adamant denials of friendship
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ffff
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Shu also denies being Eichi's friend but Eichi won't abandon him!!!!
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the difference there being shu genuinely doesnt want to be friends as opposed to just being tsundere,
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lol true as fuck
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Eichi is more cruel to Shu than anyone
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he's very fun to bully
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leo likes bullying him too just not like. life ruining levels.
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but he's fun when broken, Leo
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the best part of Shu is just how resilient and prideful he is!!
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he's like a really angry peacock with loud opinions about everything!!
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yes that's why breaking him is satisfying
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says Eichi, natural bully
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Leo's not that sadistic thanks
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he's certain Shu can withstand basically anything in the end tho
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related
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i mean he's still here despite everything
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ffff
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so like. just. let that sink in i guess that essentially leo was totally okay with hitting taisho but when BiT came up he kinda lost it
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ffff
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Leo you silly thing
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essentially he's more afraid of eichi eating shit than he is afraid of shu eating shit.
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he has more faith in shu in this particular thing.
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I MEAN FAIR. WE HAVEN'T SEEN EICHI REACH A BREAKING POINT YET
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listen he's seen eichi hospitalized before
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he has HOSPITALIZED EICHI BEFORE
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he didnt think eichi wouldnt dodge that last knife and now he feels like throwing up WEIRD 
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anyways my eyes are hurting and i do have to be up in three.hours so im gonna try to force myself to sleep now
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lolol
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sleep is important pls be good to yourself
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this happens a lot on Sunday nights lately I'll be fine!
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okaaayy have a good night and day!!!