Hmmm. Okay. I'm in an odd spot where anxiety and a looming avalanche bearing the name of Depression hangs over my RP game... debating whether to avoid RP for canon review or try to force my way through this passage.

oh dear... :<

My remaining baggage has come home to roost and I don't know what to do about it. That said, I don't like it.

do you want to talk to someone about it..?

I've kinda talked the subject to death so at this point I'm honestly just so tired of being a mess. It's been effectively a year now and there's nothing else to say. I just wanna get over it and get back to fun.

ahhhh...