[work] cw: weight so one of my students called me fat today :/

I know they're 4/5 but to just come out and you should drink milk cause you're fat I was just like oh okay then and told him he should think about how he talked to adults

But part of me wonders if my lecture was too harsh?

I know he's small but he's been getting away with a lot in fact ive had about three talks with them about not lifting up my shirt

uhhhh this child needs some better role models

like part of me can't believe the questions they ask already that I would have never thought to ask an adult

so many of them do i've had to talk to them about not lifting up my shirt, not trailing their hands up on my hips when they hug me, one boy is banned from hugging me now cause his hands went up too high

and part of me knows it cause of the adults in their life and i do my best not to be too harsh

but another part of me knows that this isn't cute or funny

and a small part is my weight insecurity coming back cause i've been low key stressed out lately and that only makes me gain weight faster so I'm like rubs face

I've been much better than I was in the past but I subconsciously stress ate today that or i think my monthly is about to happen cause i'm really hungry lately and i can't pinpoint why

i don't snack as much as i used to or eat ice cream or anything so this week I've been ??? at my weight and to have one of my students call me fat then to have the other laugh and we haven't been on good terms makes me go bleh

then to add on to the cake today having my coworkers call one of the older girls weird cause she's been openly talking about crushing on girls and i'm like lays on the ground

then things gets better overhearing two coworkers talk about how they keep tabs on their boyfriend by going into his bank account to see where he's been and i'm horrified at the table

i don't eat lunch with them i was only there to warm up my soup when they were talking about how they keep tabs on their boyfriend through their bank account

i quickly packed up my soup and got out of there when the conversation shifted to dating men who will pay any amount to see you even if you're not interested in them

0_0 my goodness...at least your trying to cut out as much of their negativity as you can