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[Suicidal Mention] Today has been NOTHING but runaround and now I get to sit in this waiting room for up to five hours and still have a low chance of actually being seen. Why? Well....
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BANNED CLOWN
My appointment was on Wednesday, also known as "the day with the ice storm" so I called and was informed I could come in TODAY for a walk-in.
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BANNED CLOWN
So I woke up at 315 (yes, AM) so I could take Joe to work (he starts at 4) and then came home and slept really poorly until 7.
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BANNED CLOWN
Arrived at 8 am, was told that ACTUALLY, the person I was here to see was in a meeting and walk-ins wouldn't start until 1 PM!
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BANNED CLOWN
Okay, sure. I went home, left at 1130 to pick Joe up from work, got gas, and he dropped me off here again.
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𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
That sounds super stressful. I'm so sorry to hear that.
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BANNED CLOWN
And then I was told that ACTUALLY, she had emergency appointments now and I might not be able to be seen at all. They are very sorry.
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Usagi
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Unfortunately, I desperately need the meds adjustment/increase I've been waiting for since December, when it became clear my current dose was too low to do anything at all.
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BANNED CLOWN
So now I'm here, in this waiting room that inexplicably smells like baby powder.
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🐅 its harry
shrieks... im so sorry dude
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ArtIsArt
UGH.
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BANNED CLOWN
I do apologise if I don't tag tonight either but this has been a nearly 12-hour ordeal already and I am.... uh
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𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
Oh no
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𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
That sounds exhausting
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Usagi
jfc...
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curby&coughing
god eat them
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Rowan
I mean
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Rowan
Desperately needed meds adjustment for over a month sounds like it calls for an emergency appointment tbh
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BANNED CLOWN
Good to know that "no decrease in delusions, paranoia, or passive suicidal ideation" is apparently fine with her,
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🐅 its harry
jesus
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BANNED CLOWN
2 hours down, 2 left
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BANNED CLOWN
My case manager was so pissed about this that she tried to get the doctor to just call in a dose increase, but just now came out and told me to just go home,
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BANNED CLOWN
So I guess I wasted over 12 hours of my life on worse than nothing! Neat.
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Usagi
oh my god...
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🐅 its harry
ssshhhhRIEKS
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🐅 its harry
IM SO SORRY
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BANNED CLOWN
I feel just super 8V
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BANNED CLOWN
ME TOO god I'm so,
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BANNED CLOWN
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Rowan
Well that's helpful.
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BANNED CLOWN
Plurk mobile tells me your keyword for that emote is [badpanda] and honestly that made me feel slightly better
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BANNED CLOWN
Haha I can't leave because Joe hit a pothole he couldn't see on the way here and has a flat.
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It's on a wheel attached to the fucked up rotors that will disintegrate if the rim is removed.
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BANNED CLOWN
So the car is FUCKED, I was already flirting with depression breakdown, Joe has no idea how he'll get to work tomorrow,
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FʀᴏᴍTʜᴇFɪʀᴇ
oh my god
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Echo
I'm so sorry.
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FʀᴏᴍTʜᴇFɪʀᴇ
why is this an ongoing theme this winter
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eeby deeby
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BANNED CLOWN
Home. Sleeping. Fuck food, fuck effort. Sorry. Also thank you.
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Usagi
Rest well man :[
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𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔬💀𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔞𝔶
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ArtIsArt
OK SO.
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ArtIsArt
If you can afford an uber here, we have a spare car. It's mine and my sibs, but not one of us has a license. I can ask my parents if you can use it for a while.
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ArtIsArt
Alternately, they can take two cars and rescue you/drop it off.
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ArtIsArt
It's a BIG MAYBE but. They like you.
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ArtIsArt
Ok, for insurance reasons you can't but my dad might be able to kludge through the issue on yours? Or walk you through? Either way.