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[Suicidal Mention] Today has been NOTHING but runaround and now I get to sit in this waiting room for up to five hours and still have a low chance of actually being seen. Why? Well....
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My appointment was on Wednesday, also known as "the day with the ice storm" so I called and was informed I could come in TODAY for a walk-in.
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So I woke up at 315 (yes, AM) so I could take Joe to work (he starts at 4) and then came home and slept really poorly until 7.
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Arrived at 8 am, was told that ACTUALLY, the person I was here to see was in a meeting and walk-ins wouldn't start until 1 PM!
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Okay, sure. I went home, left at 1130 to pick Joe up from work, got gas, and he dropped me off here again.
𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
That sounds super stressful. I'm so sorry to hear that.
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And then I was told that ACTUALLY, she had emergency appointments now and I might not be able to be seen at all. They are very sorry.
Usagi
=-=
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Unfortunately, I desperately need the meds adjustment/increase I've been waiting for since December, when it became clear my current dose was too low to do anything at all.
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So now I'm here, in this waiting room that inexplicably smells like baby powder.
🐅 its harry
shrieks... im so sorry dude
ArtIsArt
UGH.
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I do apologise if I don't tag tonight either but this has been a nearly 12-hour ordeal already and I am.... uh
𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
Oh no
𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
That sounds exhausting
Usagi
jfc...
curby&coughing
god eat them
Rowan
I mean
Rowan
Desperately needed meds adjustment for over a month sounds like it calls for an emergency appointment tbh
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Good to know that "no decrease in delusions, paranoia, or passive suicidal ideation" is apparently fine with her,
🐅 its harry
jesus
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2 hours down, 2 left
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My case manager was so pissed about this that she tried to get the doctor to just call in a dose increase, but just now came out and told me to just go home,
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So I guess I wasted over 12 hours of my life on worse than nothing! Neat.
Usagi
oh my god...
🐅 its harry
ssshhhhRIEKS
🐅 its harry
IM SO SORRY
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I feel just super 8V
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ME TOO god I'm so,
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Rowan
Well that's helpful.
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Plurk mobile tells me your keyword for that emote is [badpanda] and honestly that made me feel slightly better
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Haha I can't leave because Joe hit a pothole he couldn't see on the way here and has a flat.
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It's on a wheel attached to the fucked up rotors that will disintegrate if the rim is removed.
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So the car is FUCKED, I was already flirting with depression breakdown, Joe has no idea how he'll get to work tomorrow,
FʀᴏᴍTʜᴇFɪʀᴇ
oh my god
Echo
I'm so sorry.
FʀᴏᴍTʜᴇFɪʀᴇ
why is this an ongoing theme this winter
eeby deeby
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Home. Sleeping. Fuck food, fuck effort. Sorry. Also thank you.
Usagi
Rest well man :[
𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔬💀𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔞𝔶
ArtIsArt
OK SO.
ArtIsArt
If you can afford an uber here, we have a spare car. It's mine and my sibs, but not one of us has a license. I can ask my parents if you can use it for a while.
ArtIsArt
Alternately, they can take two cars and rescue you/drop it off.
ArtIsArt
It's a BIG MAYBE but. They like you.
ArtIsArt
Ok, for insurance reasons you can't but my dad might be able to kludge through the issue on yours? Or walk you through? Either way.