actually I need to app Uriel again bc it makes me a better person ,

I can't app a second so I guess it's time to drop Ardashir after a

LIKE I'M NOT SURE WHAT THAT MEANS BUT I DONT HAVE ANYONE WHO WOULD DATE URIEL

Time to die

boyfriends dropping like flies

WITH SOME CHARACTERS I FEEL LIKE I END UP PICKING UP SOME OF THEIR PATTERNS which is kind of weird in general since it’s not consistent and not even consistently “the ones I relate to the most” but anyway the moral of the story is I thought to myself “what if I just don’t use words to communicate like a real person anymore because that’s hard”

and then was like aw shit time to stop playing Ardashi

nah I get this. Like with bad characters it's 100% easy for me not to pick up anything from them but like with more emotionally invested characters like idk, Sion or Rean I definitely picked up at least some thought patterns from playing them

however

I'll tie ardashir to myself

but anyway Uriel is a funny instance of this bc I don’t feel particularly similar to him at all even in the areas where we are objectively similar but I can also con myself into doing shit while I’m doing him in the way of like “just pretend you’re Uriel and then gardening isn’t so fucking tedious”

while I’m Pringle’s him. mobile

RPING

PHONE

yeah

Like "just RP rean in real life" is helpful, to me

in fact

for trying to be a better person over all

pringles

yes

Rean is a good boy

I guess I could also try rping Uriel in real life while not also rping him on the internet

Sion was less great because RP Sion in real life just translates to having extra anxiety

Pringles

so I feel this

once you pop you can't stop

at least rping Ardashir OR Uriel in real life can’t actually give me more anxiety dysfunction than I already have. Hah I am the winner

hm

on the plus side at least I’ve never become a stalker because of this despite playing 50 stalkers

kjdfgf Kaz

Stalking is too much energy.

stalking sounds Tiring

Pringles