When I came back from Japan and I was really depressed about my semester being cut so short I not only stopped studying japanese because it made me sad, I couldn't watch or read anything in japanese for AGES. I STILL KIND OF CANT.
Honestly I think that's half of why I'm so bored lately....whenever I'm not doing a productive hobby, I also can't let myself do the consuming version of it
if anything I feel like i had and still have a distinct lack of voice in my art that makes it distinct or memorable and therefore. applicable to anything
I don't think it's too late to be relevant, baby. but I do think you're right, it's hard to restart when you're not watching or reading or experiencing art.
avoidance is really hard. but I don't believe that you have to learn how to do all this stuff in your late teens + early twenties to ever be successful
definitelyself fulfilling