Maybe it's my own imagination, but whenever I see him, the only thing I can see through is tiredness. I feel guilty of even thinking what he looks like right now is "handsome" or something like that.

Sleep-deprived. Work non-stop. How can people enjoy even a bit of this? It's... horrible.

Don't get me wrong. I'm glad that people love him. It's just... my bad habits of thinking the negative side of things.