[cw; needles] It makes me upset, but I might have to perma-stop donating. My body's demonstrating an almost supernatural ability to keep all its blood where it currently is.
Every time I can't donate I look and go "hey is there any point me coming in anymore?" and they keep going "no no no we want you here, maybe next time we'll get it!"
and then I got tattoos which disqualified me for a year each time