Good morning, plurk

I'm ready to go home today. Not actually going home until tomorrow

also kind of flushed with a round of "I really should have taken a hiatus," though I didn't know before I left that I would be so RP-shamed while I was away

and then some job stuff kind of blew up in the bad way but it's not a thing I'm capable of fixing? So I sent off a "uhhhhh SO THIS IS AN ISSUE" email and am left to sit on a mountain of anxiety while I wait to hear about whether it's even a fixable issue.

but the stakes are kind of "oh so I might lose out on a $7000 contract? this is fine"

holy shit. those are some pretty high stakes. if you gotta hiatus just take focus on things that is totally a good idea.

LOL well it's more like "I probably should have BEEN on hiatus"

but the big money issue is already in a place where I can't DO any of the things that could fix it? So I just went "heeey uh so I could have caught this in December but I was stressed out and didn't but can we fix this NOW?"

SILLY ME thinking anything could work as intended

o-oh and my car insurance went up $500 this year

this is fine

that'll teach me to not let other people hit me from behind

how dare I

mine went up $400 a few days ago on my renewal and I have 0 accidents. could just be rate hikes in general

oh right they said something about insurance companies getting skittish across the board

I just didn't think that would extend to car insurance for some reason

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 2018 you have done me so dirty already

i kirked out at State Farm and am getting quotes. lmao

37% rate hike in one go, and they wanted to act like they didn't get why I was mad...

I just don't have the energy to go hunting for new insurance so I'll probably just write the check and cry a little about it