I wanna RP but I don't wanna RP right now.

Like I have off until monday, which means this is a good time to RP, and I probably will be even less inclined to RP after work starts up again

But I'm not feeling it. I like to be in the mood to RP so to speak.

I'm trying to get myself in the mood and it is difficult

it doesn't help that my character is super not into being social unless he already knows people well

I have plans, I just.. need to get into a groove again. I wish inspiration would hit me before the week is over that would be great

I'm feeling the same

There's stuff I wanna do and tags I want to reply to but... then I go "oh but I'd rather do X or Y instead"

I know if I try to force it too hard I'll never do anything, but I also feel like i'm on a time crunch here

yeaaah right now there's a lot of other stuff I'm working on, some of it fun, but some of it more "shit I have to be an adult" kind of stuff

...And I got games for christmas that I want to play >>;

My brother gave me 100 bucks on steam so I was like... /buys all the wishlist lol

You know, maybe I'm just not in the right environment. I could try RPing tomorrow morning - sometimes when it's early and before work, it's dark and quiet and I get some RPing done then

I might be overstimulated right now. I'm in a different chair than I normally sit in, the TV is on, I'm trying to block it out with white noise but that's just more noise, and the house is a mess

Maybe I can just say "yo, Mark, try again tomorrow morning" and see if that helps any. If it doesn't, I'll just muddle through to post something somehow

but I'm started to stress myself too much to get anything accomplished