haha i need to eat, but man its gonna be fun explaining to my brother who thinks our parents are great how little of a fucking priority i am to them and how my fears are probably justified b/c they're so fuckin unpredictable

but food first. and i need to stop reading horror manga

yeah food first. sorry you're having to deal with all that...

my brother basically asking why i wouldn't ask my parents to suddenly take an incovenient stop for me to get paid that would probably take like half an hour in the morning (who even knows) when my dad was already being not-so-subtly bitchy about me taking my time in the morning

if he says something back like 'thats stupid just ask them'

clearly YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN MY DAD ANGRY

WHICH HE HASN'T. BECAUSE IM THE ONE HE GETS ANGRY AT

their priority is not me, it is them, and asking them to delay the trip they speicifically want to get done soon as possible in the morning so they can get home quicker without traffic is like asking them to spend money on getting a better internet connection

but eh, who knows what they would've done, for me it was far better to just have not taken the risk

hopefully ill still be able to manage to get paid

anyway food

he rly doesn't see their more dickish qualities. i'm sorry u have to deal w/ that bullshit

I'm so sorry you don't have good support at home

it's ok im used to it

havingy online friends helps a little but i dont live with them