[Con Talk/rl ramblings can mute]

So I told my local friends about my plans for Youma and I think it went alright?

I told them if they needed help let me know but they said they were okay with it but I'm still like bites nail

Cause the only reason it came up is my one friend had to keep asking what are we doing, cause we haven't heard anything about it

I'm not changing my plans so I don't feel bad about that

I just now feel a little nervous cause they haven't really said anything except that's fine

I feel that I got my plans sorted and feel good about it cause I just now heard about what they're doing!

One of my friends also invited me to play games with them today but her bf is gonna be there and I'm not up for it. I'll have to see if the risk of me getting angry worth dealing with her bf for a few hours

for anyone new my friend is dating one of those white guys that like to tell me a black woman how I don't know how hard it is to be a black woman

So now it's like do I do this to myself when I have to go work tomorrow and get ready to work with 11 4 years old or stay home to finish my errands cause I need to wash my clothes, get my lunch ready, etc.,

But back about the con no one said anything to me and my other friend until now! and the con is in November

so I didn't know if my friend got her days off or booked the room or what they were doing or anything! So I'm not changing my plans I just do wish they had said something earlier for my other friend who's rooming with them

rubs face the last time I saw my friend was at my birthday dinner and the last time I saw her and her bf he made it a show to ignore me except to tell me about how I don't know black history

idk if I want to deal with that today

cause now that i'm working he'll probably ask me some dumb ass question or make a generalized statement

but she wants to see me kicks feet

but i know she's not going to say anything when her bf is rude to me

they'll want me to smile and play it off going "Oh that's Sunny she's not really irritated!"

after I've told him off

ugh I'm tempted to just stay home and lounge today cause I don't have any pressing plans

I ended up going shopping with my mom instead