gibarta you're such a sweetheart and you're always so supportive?! it's a really silly thing, but the commiserating over having to wake up for work always helps me feel at least a little better, and i hope it does the same for you.
also, i know i have said this before, but the range of characters you can pull off is genuinely impressive to me!
i also appreciate that you don't hold back when it comes to trashcans or crazy ideas - if you're gonna do something, you go all-out, and it's great tbh
also just in general, and this goes to lum and mandee too but since you're the one who commented here: thank you so much for everything with uki!! i'm having such a blast here and you guys are great ;;
RainbowGravity is that a challenge? because it's a really easy one tbh.
if i'm awful at showing it, it's because i'm still pretty shy around you - because i respect you a lot, and i care a lot about what you think, and my anxiety-riddled ass is terrified that i'm gonna somehow do something stupid and make you hate me. i swear, i'll get over myself.
but in general i think you're hilarious and a fun person to be around. i really look up to how creative you are and how much you pour into your OCs and their worlds.
and also, when you actually talk about serious issues, you really have a beautiful way of getting right to the heart of what needs to be said. if i could be half as eloquent as you are i'd be
MOVED
of course i don't! wouldn't have asked you if i wasn't willing to do the same. uwu
on an RP front, you're a ton of fun to thread with and although I've never been particularly interested in Avatar or LOK (I know, I'm awful), the way you write Mako actually does make getting into it more appealing.
On a personal front, to hell what your family thinks - I think your strength of will is admirable. I know things are rough for you right now, but I do honestly believe in your ability to pull through. Don't ever back down.
Seriously though I loved every second of the Natalia pain train. I love these two idiots and their CR. And despite it also being a final stab in my poor heart, thank you so much for that last letter and her asking Elliot to promise her to carry on, because that's just such a beautiful way to kind of cap off their CR for now.
And on a personal level bc I gotta - we haven't talked a lot outside of RP stuff, but you seem like a really sweet person! >u< also you make me want donuts like all the time. how dare you
I am who I am because I met you. I know that for a fact. And even though my life not be where I want it to be, if nothing else, I am genuinely happy with who I am.
I wish you could see for yourself how lovable you are. But whether or not you ever do, I'll be here to aggressively send all the love I can at you to try to fill up some of that.
we didn't get a ton of chances to thread together but you've been a great sport ooc-ly about dying first and honestly your commentary always makes me laugh
i'm really glad we've gotten closer?! i used to be pretty intimidated by you because that is just How I Am With People but i'm glad I grew out of it because it's really nice chatting with you about things
I love coming up with dumbass AUs with you and I love our group RP and if there is anything I am sad about re: my time on this murdergame ride it's that i don't have as much time to play with you guys!!
but also i just love having you pop into my plurks and chittering about cold steel with me! I AM ALWAYS HAPPY TO FANGIRL ABOUT ANIME SCHOOL: THE GAME thank you for indulging my shit
I love all our dumb cute sad CR and even if it doesn't always work, I always appreciate you tossing random characters and the actually great CR that comes out of fucking nowhere as a result
you always apologize for not being around all the time, but honestly - at least for me, it's fine, i understand. when you are around, you're honestly a joy to have around and i know that even when you can't manage being close you still care, and that's more than enough for me
i loved their cr so much THO ELLIOT PLS DONT DIE and im glad you liked the promises! i was hoping itll help stablize elliot a little so he doesnt break so soon babbyy
you're honestly one of the sweetest and funniest people i've ever met. it's always a great time chittering with you about random bullshit! and when things have gotten serious, you've been wonderful as a shoulder to cry on. i just hope i can do as much for you, too, because you deserve so much better than some of what your life has handed you.
and for as much as you complain about your inability to words, i love how you write. i will wait forever and a day for you to turtle your way through tags, because every single one is a delight, and ngl i definitely am trying to learn from your example for my own writing.
fdhsdfkajs even if that's true, i can always get better, though! i don't think there's an upper limit to learning from people when it comes to things like this
you've been with me through my best and my worst and i can't thank you enough for all you've done for me. you're a real gem of a person, and i'm blessed to have you in my life. i honestly believe that.
also, i know i have said this before, but the range of characters you can pull off is genuinely impressive to me!
if i'm awful at showing it, it's because i'm still pretty shy around you - because i respect you a lot, and i care a lot about what you think, and my anxiety-riddled ass is terrified that i'm gonna somehow do something stupid and make you hate me. i swear, i'll get over myself.
and also, when you actually talk about serious issues, you really have a beautiful way of getting right to the heart of what needs to be said. if i could be half as eloquent as you are i'd be
on an RP front, you're a ton of fun to thread with and although I've never been particularly interested in Avatar or LOK (I know, I'm awful), the way you write Mako actually does make getting into it more appealing.
No matter what happens, I'm always thankful that I've met you and that you're my sister.
You're far stronger and far more talented than you realize.