[mute] things that suck about being australian: that any kind of crying, no matter serious or not serious, is bad and considered really pathetic, and leads to sayings like "is nothing to cry over" in the same way "no use crying over spilt milk"

what makes this suck: when you have a crappy frustrating ptsd response that can't tell the difference in your crazy brain, and you cry. over things you logically don't want to cry over. but you're crying anyway.

she means to say it like, you're just learning its okay, but also me PLEASE I AM AWKWARD ENOUGH THAT I AM TEARING UP WHEN I JUST WANT TO DO BETTER h e l p

it sucked because there were two people behind me and she was right next to me and I was panicking g r o s s

augh honey :{