SOTRP now that i'm not hashtag Hopeless

i am still gonna try to finish this hamilton app even tho i don't really have samples all ready, i'll just see if I can boomerang some. If I can't get the samples ready by 8pm I'll know that it just isn't a thing i should do!!!!!!

but

if I can get it all done before then, I'll throw in the app and be prepared to potentially be an early death

It's what A.Ham would have wanted

bc i don't wanna give up on something that ir eally wanna do JUST BECAUSE i'm a weenie about handling life shit. Like, if it doesn't work out it won't work out, but I don't want to chicken out.

and like Harley said, i would have fun and look forward to AL during all this tumultuous shit.

if you do end up having to drop your reserve because of allbthis housing nonsense we totally get it

I APPRECIATE THAT Y'ALL ARE THE CHILLEST

but we really want you and Ham

I do wanna give it my best effort, but i appreciate that you are the freakin coolest mod-friends

WE LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU AND KNOW YA GOT SHIT HAPPENIN

bc i think that the hopelessness I felt wouldn't go away if y'all all weren't so gosh dang supportive and understanding

y'all are the greatest

i'M JUST SO GRATEFUL TO BE SURROUNDED BY GREAT FRIENDS

noogies u

WEEPS