curby&coughing
WELL it was only a matter of time before I woke up feeling like garbage hell for an early morning
curby&coughing
hello friends im in shaky nausea hell good day
six to one
aw bud spirit bombs u energy!!!!
curby&coughing
thank u friend
curby&coughing
this just Happens sometimes when my blood sugar tanks. alao yesterday was just weird physically so
curby&coughing
hopefully i'll get lucky and itll shake off by the time I get to the office
AkechiApologist
Can you take any time off to recuperate? ;;
MOVING
(cozy)
curby&coughing
If I took time off every time I felt physically bad I'd never work haha
curby&coughing
gotta love that chronic illness feel
curby&coughing
The fun game here is: is this a chronic illness feel or does me burping up the meatballs from last night proof they're not good anymore
MOVING
the struggle is real
curby&coughing
drags myself... into the office...
curby&coughing
it's my first day that's not training and I am Struggling
curby&coughing
at least I get to decide when I take my break today
curby&coughing
i'm trying to decide if going out and getting a starbucks refresher would be good or if it'll be the tipping point into vomit town
curby&coughing
because those things keep me the fuck awake but I'm so nauseous I can't help but wonder if that will be The Thing That Kills Me
Curdy&Comfy
Oh babe ;; I love you!!! I hope you feel better soon!
curby&coughing
its fine im just slowly falling to pieces
curby&coughing
on the upside I do think it was the meatballs lmao... I only had 4 left so WHATEVER
curby&coughing
I'll just toss em when I get home
Curdy&Comfy
babe!!!!!! It's fine babe I got you, I got you!!!
Curdy&Comfy
just gonna scoop you up and take you home nbd
curby&coughing
noooo i need moneyyyyy
Curdy&Comfy
ok, I will take your day's wages and give them to you and THEN take you home.
curby&coughing
okay well if you can do THAT then
curby&coughing
cant afford to lose $90 to dying on my couch
Curdy&Comfy
I feel you babe, I feel you
curby&coughing
it's fine, I'm dying progressively less as the day goes on
Curdy&Comfy
ok good
Echo
Curdy&Comfy
I would say "come to my place and cuddle when you're done" but my place is the hell heat so no
curby&coughing
sorry babe
curby&coughing
it's cool I have water and Anamanaguchi's Endless Fantasy album so I'm makin do
curby&coughing
plus my supervisor complimented me again so iM DOIN GOOD
Curdy&Comfy
Yay!!!
curby&coughing
half an hour until I'll probably take lunch... taking it at 1 segments my day into 2 3.5 hr blocks
curby&coughing
which is much more manageable than one 2.5 hr and one 4.5 hour block lmao
Curdy&Comfy
you're doing what I do lol I always take my break as close to the middle of my shift as possible
Curdy&Comfy
three hours in is when I usually start to die
curby&coughing
YEAH im feelin it now... 15 more minutes...
Curdy&Comfy
you can do it babe!! Fight!!! Win!!!
curby&coughing
I MADE IT now i get to fuck off for an hour
curby&coughing
oh my god I had completely forgotten the mcelroys are gonna be on at midnight tonight THANK U LORD IM SO EXCITED
curby&coughing
ugh I went into the bathroom just as Unity by Shinedown started playing and now I am consumed with Shepard emotions
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curby&coughing
They say it's never too late
To stop being afraid
And there is no one else here
So why should I wait?
And in the blink of an eye the past begins to fade

So have you ever been caught in a sea of despair?
And your moment of truth
Is the day that you say "I'm not scared"
Curdy&Comfy
;;
curby&coughing
I LOVE MY GIRL SO MUCH VANESSA......
Curdy&Comfy
I KNOW. I KNOW.
curby&coughing
SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER.....
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Curdy&Comfy
HIGH KEY RELATEABLE
curby&coughing
she should still probably get her canon update in eway soon... release her from the suspense of "I'm gonna die when this war ends so what's the point of bettering myself now"
curby&coughing
bump her straight to "oh fuck that didn't kill me. fuck. shit"
Curdy&Comfy
My Shepard, wagging her finger guns at your Shep from LifeAftr: "it wouldn't have mattered if you died anyway~!"
curby&coughing
(shepard voice) FUCK
curby&coughing
im gonna have to bump her somewhere to like, clearly knowing she didn't kick it on the crucible too. because if she got back to wonderland like "well I'm dead back home" she'd lose all her motivation in a goddamn second
Curdy&Comfy
bump her to waking up and seeing all of her crew around her hospital bed and have her pass out in shock and then wake up again in Wonderland
curby&coughing
sdlkfssdSDKFJGHD
curby&coughing
honestly I still want her to show up in wonderland like, ridiculously injured, so I'll probably take her from getting dragged out of the rubble
curby&coughing
because like. she knows herself if she's still lying there on the ground breathing shes not gonna die from some fucking medical complication
Curdy&Comfy
the last thing she hears before going back to Wonderland: "Told ya the void couldn't hold you, Shepard"
curby&coughing
(SCREAMS)
curby&coughing
LET THE VOID TAKE HER!!!!!
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GOD
Curdy&Comfy
Wrex, pulling Shepard from the wreckage: :^) no
curby&coughing
shepard, trying to scream but all she has the power for is a groan
curby&coughing
hurgles, I'm out of shit to do but I still have 25 minutes on the clock, free me
curby&coughing
blasts more anamanaguchi and hides that i'm doing tags to waste time from my supervisor
Curdy&Comfy
lmfao
curby&coughing
IM SO BORED IVE EXHAUSTED EVERYTHING
curby&coughing
friend: hey I'm writing this sprawling d&d campaign for some other friends, I know you have a lot of pcs, do you mind if I borrow them for this campaign as extra npcs?
me: yes oh my god I love talking about my characters, of course, I'm flattered
them: okay do some writeups about them
me: spends the next 2 hours sending messages while gripped with panic
Curdy&Comfy
babe oh my god
curby&coughing
i know why this is Happening and it's the "haha what if I try and talk about my characters and they all sound like mary sues and I Die" but like. body. please stop feeling like I'm being choked. I would like that to Sto
curby&coughing
Stop*
Curdy&Comfy
babe your PCs are Wonderful and amazing and well thought out
curby&coughing
okay, okay, but also: panic
Curdy&Comfy
no
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p a n i c
Curdy&Comfy
no my sweet love. And I don't know if you're busy but if you're not, I'd love to chat
curby&coughing
I just finished sending Things so give me a moment to stop vibrating
Curdy&Comfy
ok my baby smooches
Curdy&Comfy
try to remember that they wouldn't ask for this stuff if they didn't think the world of your characters and you
curby&coughing
yeah okay but also. death
Curdy&Comfy
supportive smooch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
curby&coughing
u3u
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