hitting the books again to assuage crushing anxiety over making thesis deadlines. couldn't concentrate on scholarship that well for the past few weeks due to sick + creative wave.

any little effort goes a long way though so i think i will be okay after devoting some hours to papers

i'll schedule consultations next week and pow-wow with my adviser on the situation

it's all i can do, so i just have to keep reminding myself that so much is out of my hands and i just need to do my best without killing myself over it