So I finally made a Spock journal from the Abrams verse

this one has been a long time coming, really.

So growing up when I wasn't at home where I was comfortable with people, I was pretty quiet and reserved. Timo will undoubtedly not believe me, but it's true. My parents always thought my teachers were joking when they said I didn't talk much in class. But I always had the answer

See, I am an extremely logical thinker. And a lot of kids aren't so I didn't really fit in because I acted, well, like Spock a lot around them. I spoke very neutrally and would cite rules and whatnot. So I didn't really have a lot of friends. And the friends I had I mostly wasn't that close with.

Some of the kids used to kind of pick on me a little, which I really didn't care about. It was never physical and it was a waste of my energy to react, and frankly a waste of theirs for trying to goad me. It never worked.

And then one day (back in like 200 someone made some comment about how I was like a robot or something, and someone else said "yeah, like Spock." Which I guess they meant as an insult? I wasn't really overly familiar with the show back then. But then the next year Star Trek came out, and I went and saw it and, well, being called Spock was a fucking honor

to me, at least

and thats when I started watching the tv series and I was sold

And all of a sudden I realized it was okay to be like that

It wasnt until after I dropped out of college that I kind of broke out of my shell, and that was entirely due to a manager at my store who saw how reserved I was so he started to "bust my chops" I believe was the phrase, but not in a bad way? He also used to call me Spock, but he did it jokingly, not meant as an insult

I still get uncomfortable in unknown situations because human social norms still elude me, but I have made huge strides. I never would have gone to larp had I not worked with him, and that means I wouldn't be on dwrp either, most likely.

But there's still that part of me that is Spock, so I'm excited for this journal

also he'll be joining Genessia with the other two members of the Enterprise because I apparently don't have enough tags to handle

But yeah, if you use metaphors around me there's a good chance I won't understand them. And sarcasm unless I know you're a sarcastic shit. I will almost always assume you're being literal unless it's super clear that you are not

if anyone wants to do some voice testing let me know because I could probably use it why do I keep dropping new guys right into games

!!!!!!!!!!!

So excited for your Spock!

Artemis : I'm a little unsure with him since there are so many people that just don't logic in gen. like Idk how he'll get on with a lot of them

like imagine him and deadpool interacting hahaha