curby&coughing
hey friends it's like my single day off all month and I feel like gaaaaaarbaaaaaaage
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body woke me up around 9 AM and tried to throw up except there was... nothing... but it's thrown me off all day
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couldn't pry myself out of bed till nearly 1 and I was having these really vivid nightmares
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but I really wanted to go grocery shopping today, plus I need to finish memorizing my audition piece and laundry and uughgdfhsghd
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I think in the interest of me not Dying I'm gonna push groceries to wednesday/thursday and just... try and get the laundry done
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ok well I watched the 2 steven universe episodes I'd missed and now I feel slightly better so I'm gonna go memorize stuff + laundry + clean the kitchen bc it's gross
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and hopefully that'll make me feel better about the space
Echo
Chara Dont
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thanks guys ;w;
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laundry's goin in and I put away all my cosplays + last suitcase from the con too
Curdy&Comfy
a turtle

alphys
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LAUGHING
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THAT'S SO FUCKING REAL
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come to think of it what zodiac sign did I make Alphys. I did not at all consider
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I think I made her an Aries? she'd be a better pisces lmao but whoops
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They are always engaged in many projects and they enjoy this very much, especially those that allow them to perform what they love and are best at: making plans. On the other side, they are reluctant both in family life and professionally, when it comes to being questioned about their choices and about previous decisions. you know what nvm I nailed this
Echo
I was going to make a joke about assigning zodiac signs to all the different Undertale characters, but I know better than to think I could do such a thing without it inevitably becoming Homestuck.
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it would always become Homestuck. we're doomed forever.
Echo
I have many potential goals as a writer. One of them is to, someday, ruin something as comprehensibly and utterly as Andrew Hussie has ruined the zodiac.
Echo
That my readers may never, not even once, pass by it again without thinking 'oh, it's a Leijon- I mean Leo, Leo, God damn it all'.
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well, in other irl news, smacks head on desk I have jury duty tomorrow and I wanna die
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if I have to miss work, a doctor's appointment, AND my fucking audition tomorrow for this shit I will vomit blood
Echo
Oh man, that is some bullshit right there. I mean, civic duty is important and all, but half the time they don't even pick you.
Curdy&Comfy
I mean, you can tell them that missing work would be an undue stress on your finances and I'm pretty sure they can let you skip.
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I still have to fucking show up though
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so I have to get up at 7 in the fucking morning so I'm gonna be exhausted all god damn day
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and like.. I don't know how that shit works. I don't know how long I'll be there. I literally don't know anybody who's ever done this
Echo
I have. Bring a book.
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I'm still probably going to be stuck there for like two hours minimum in a god damn anxiety death trap
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and it's gonna fuck me all fucking day I know it
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Just feeling queasy this morning and throwing up a little knocked me for 12 fucking hours I don't want to do this
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I'm already so scared of tomorrow I can't fucking add one more stress I was PRAYING they wouldn't make me report
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I don't even have any decent fucking clothes
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I'm literally going to have to steal my Kate Marsh blazer to look even halfway respectful
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those chucklefucks better not be expecting heels outta me
Echo
I'm sorry. If it helps, while it is very boring and tedious, generally what happens is you sit in a room for a few hours and then they say they don't need you.
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I mean, great, but I'm still likely gonna miss work and they're gonna throw off my entire goddamn day
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I'm just gonna have to pray I have enough time to get home for work, change, and make my appointments without fucking panicking all god damn day
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I'm mostly just pissed because there's no way I'm getting more than 5 hours of sleep tonight
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I cannot fucking fall asleep before midnight. I'm all but convinced it's a disordered rhythm issue but like... i'm just gonna lie in bed and Panic all fucking night and I just hate everything
Echo
Yeah, it sucks. I'm sorry you have to put up with this crap. From your brain, and from the judicial system, you don't deserve either problem.
Echo
Also, you generally don't have to dress up too much. Just non-ratty jeans and a button-up should be fine.
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I just hate this lmao I freak out over everything like this and I just!!! I've already been such a powder keg of fear over tomorrow this just sent it way over the top
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augh motherfuck and it's gonna go back to being cold tomorrow son of a bitch
Echo
Anxiety is a bitch, not your fault.
curby&coughing
whatever I'll just. die, probably lol
Echo
Well, eventually we all will.
Echo
Probably.
Curdy&Comfy
Fern also had jury duty and yeah, sat there for a few hours and then got sent home. Nothing major.
Curdy&Comfy
Also I love you hon. I'm sorry this made things really complicated for you.
curby&coughing
I'm just. uuughghifgisdhfhids didn't need this!!!
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I'm probably also overreacting bc my period's about to start so everything feels like the god damn end of the world rn
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but just uuuuugh I want all of this to be over
Echo
Fucking goretide, has to go and make everything worse.
Curdy&Comfy
It will be, dear. You're gonna make it through tomorrow and it's gonna be all right.
curby&coughing
whatever. I just. shit boi, I die
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ugh okay I'm calming down. Some. Laundry is picked up and folded, I need to make my bed + shower + eat dinner + print my Neos stuff for tomorrow
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I think I have my play memorized but when I bring the printer out I'm gonna do it for Ashley with her having the script to make sure
Echo
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and then if I have any time left in the night I'll just die or something. maybe some Overwatch. maybe some tags if I don't feel like TOTAL garbage
Curdy&Comfy
if you Overwatch I will definitely join you
curby&coughing
omg
curby&coughing
I MIGHT I'LL LET YOU KNOW
Curdy&Comfy
OK
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