when insomnia is stronger than your sleeping pill

god i feel . terrible today

i did get to sleep but not... much... and bf is in the same boat, and he takes more meds than me, and we were both repeatedly like WHY ARE WE AWAKE

i need to work on my app and get my reserve in and stuff and instead im probably going to sit here and play phone games and dream drop

ah... i can at least do my reserve... i'll do that

Sleep is so hard. Even medical science can only help the eternal struggle so much.

okay i did it my reserve is in

why does sleep hate me, i just want to be friends

I don't know, but sometimes I wonder what its like to be one of those people who gets to feel rested like ever

right???

I feel like I have been tired to one degree or another since I was 12. Physically tired, not emotionally. That's a separate issue thats mostly under control.

i used to not have insomnia................. What Went Wrong