[the hollows] Flipping through the end of For A Few Demons More for the less-kick-ass more self-loathing Rachel quotes is even more painful than I was prepared for woops.

I was now something no one could trust, not even me. I openly consorted with demons. My blood kindled their curses. My soul was coated with the stink of their magic. Every time I tried to do good, I hurt myself and those who loved me.

....that's it. That's the canon point I'm planning on taking her from. Sorry everyone. At least I won't have her possessed by the focus so she won't be half an actual demonic curse on top of it?