2 more hours of library.
Also, my insomnia needs to stop. I took pills, still didn't sleep and my blood pressure has been in the basement because of this, for the entire day.

maybe it's stress borking your sleep?

try doing something relaxing

I think it's actually being too well rested

and messed up sleeping patterns

Sunday I woke up at 4 pm? After going to sleep at 5 am? That's 11 hours.

I want to force myself go to sleep at no later than 2 am, but as I can't fall asleep at 2 am I take pills.

Which sometimes work and sometimes don't. I am already taking the highest dosage too. And I don't want to get prescription ones, because once I start with them, I'll be taking them for the rest o my life

I am tempted to wrap this up now. Sorting through the further shit seems like a lot of pain and I have less than an hour left. Better do it tomorrow and fresh

you could always work yourself around the clock?

that's always my fix for a fucked up sleep schedule

I stay up longer and longer until I'm up the entire day and go to bed at "normal" times

yeah that's what I try. I should pull another 36 hours.

might just fix things