Hi, my name is serenity2132 and I spent several hours last night doubting my physical attractiveness and ability to attract partners. Because apparently that's me right now.

I know that it's mostly just my anxiety acting up, especially with a family event coming up today, but it still sucks.

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I know my anxiety poking at things, and seeing my father at almost half the man he was, as well, as siblings and cousins happy with their partners.

It's easy for my anxiety to pick at that.

Thanks, mars191. It's frustrating to deal with, even after-the-fact like this.

And as the coup de grace, if I don't get down on myself with that, usually my anxiety will turn to "you're being whiny, and you just want validation".

mmmm