Jessie
Sometimes, I accidentally have a real emotion in the middle of an online interaction and then I spend the rest of the night anxious about having been vulnerable for thirty seconds. That's healthy, right?
Jessie
I EVEN DID THAT THING WHERE I MIRFIRED A PLURK AND HAD TO DELETE IT I occasionally become everything I hate.
Jessie
it's always like "SOMEONE SAW ME HAVE A FEELING WHAT DO I DO WITH MYSELF NOW"
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don't do it jessie real people don't exist online
vex appeal
Jessie
I know you don't akai
Jessie
you're just a figment who has never seen me have every emotion all at once
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no sir
no sir
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i do think it depends on the nature of the online relationship tho
Jessie
I feel like offline interactions are different because once you've seen how tall I am, that's it
Jessie
never get to be tough again
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even normal stable people are forced to feel things sometimes
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jessie pls
Jessie
STREET CRED MEANS A LOT TO ME OKAY.
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I MEAN. PEOPLE DO FIND YOU PLENTY INTIMIDATING/TOUGH IN PERSON
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depends on the person really
Jessie
OH THEN GOOD
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you have a presence
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and a certain attitude that demands respect
Jessie
"angry all the time"?
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.....i mean
Jessie
LOL I don't know what it means that I was like "GUYS TELL ME I'M BAD" and the two Canadians come up like "remember how you are capable of making us cry real tears"
Sori
"Takes no bullshit" and "Tells it to you straight when you done fucked up"
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cries and eats cheesecake
Jessie
you guys are the strangest support group
.uǝǝʇ
Jessie
COURT THERE IS A SITUATION I AM NOT 100% IN CONTROL OF
Jessie
stressed about it :/
.uǝǝʇ
/hugs and head pats....and just think in two (three?) weeks I can do actual hugs and head pats
DʀᴇᴀᴅWᴏʟғ
Doubles the head pats 
ultraviolet
You're an angry squishy thing and I love you no matter what your feels do to you. So there.
ultraviolet
Also you don't need to be emotionless to be tough as shit. I mean, look at me 8D
Jessie
lmao I like how when I commit to a hugbox plurk I only generate people who've hung out with me offline.
Jessie
I feel like the online-only people are like "good. fuck that bitch 
"
"
Jessie
this is probably not accurate
Jessie
today is a weird day
ultraviolet
Maybe because it's easy to be like that to people you don't actually know
Jessie
because human emotion is fucking dumb
.uǝǝʇ
ultraviolet
Nuh-uh
ultraviolet
I love your emotions! You're so passionate, girl! This is why we constantly scream at one another.
ultraviolet
Two passionate people colliding
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In the best of ways, of course
Jessie
we be like 
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Yeeeeep
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And I'm the one laughing like a maniac
前に進もう。
I identify with being Small and never perceived as threatening
前に進もう。
identify? no, the word I wanted was empathise
前に進もう。
Jessie
aww ;-;
ultraviolet
Oh, but being small and cute is such an advantage. They don't know you're dangerous until it's too late 8D
ultraviolet
Jessie's seen me work it to its full advantage
Jessie
I think I have the edge in making people cry, but that's because I collect people who are prone to that kind of behavior
ultraviolet
Well... yeah. That's completely true.
ultraviolet
We're all such fragile little birds
Jessie
I think the official score on "oops I had a feeling and now I'm crying about it" is pretty even between us though
Jessie
you were in the lead for a while and then CRYING FOR A WEEKEND STRAIGHT
ultraviolet
Uh, yuuup.
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Again, so much passion. Our con weekends are never dull.
Jessie
that was such a rough year. XD
ultraviolet
Yes. Yes it was.
ultraviolet
Though this year was so chill, man
Jessie
this was the year when I was too busy to change diapers 
ultraviolet
I actually didn't feel like hibernating for a week after
Jessie
WE DID A LOT LESS but I slept sometimes
ultraviolet
HA
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I think we're just getting too old for that shit
ultraviolet
We just want to be chill and nerd out and eat some weird food from time to time
Jessie
nah I still like to collect wounded birds and mend their wings only to get REALLY MAD that they're unable to fly on their own
ultraviolet
Considering they never knew how to fly to begin with, it's a pretty unrewarding hobby
Jessie
man I love trying new foods with you ;-;
ultraviolet
ALL THE FOODS
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Yesterday I went to an Asian grocery with my bestie and bought a bunch of weird snacks. Then we got high and ate them all <_<
ultraviolet
It was great
Jessie
I found an emoji face mask at target this afternoon and thought of you
ultraviolet
LOL perfect
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