I am super depressed. no one who i normally talk to is-- wow wait i stopped talking to people normally.... WELP. Anyway not here for anything but just to make a list

things i can do to get my brain off the depression and bad brain thoughts

which there are a lot of

(I fucking missed the post office by fucking 18 minutes AUGH)

anyway

- Pick up room

- clean dishes in sink

no not even putting down doll stuff because i am just nah

- draw / write

truth be told ive hardly been drawing

or doing much of anything...

welp

i'm just hoping its my period coming making me feel like this because wow i want to slide into the ground and never come out