omg i'm so tired

i enjoy being at work, but sometimes i have a hard time dealing with my PA

not that he's bad at his job, more just a kind of odd personality?

and then there's the whole. "you mean like prada bags?" thing that he did when i was talking about GGC

and like. it is in no way his fault that he's hard of hearing, but having to repeat things multiple times gets exhausting

just on my end. it forces me to have to speak up more times than i'm used to, and it tires me out

i feel terrible about so much of this, too. so that's extra exhausting, just feeling terrible and guilty

... and now i'm trying to decide if i should walk home for lunch

i have pizza at home, and i do have to grab some shit that i forgot that i'll need for tonight