[rp] OK so what am I doing

Answer: I don't know?

I'm feeling better about it in some regards but I'm gonna set some time aside to look over my old threads and see if I can remember where my mind was I think

One conclusion I have is that regardless of anything else, I feel like I really want to start up something new...

But there's nothing striking me :|a

It would be nice to App Something Somewhere

If I, like, absolutely had to app something somewhere right this second, on pain of death, what would I come up with?

I guess there's always more Touhous, there's still the list of a couple I want to play someday but they need the right circumstances to really speak to me

Way back when I was thinking about getting back into RP, about a year ago, I thought a lot about pigeons. But that's not viable in any case without substantial canon review.

Since I got into the gay space rocks there's that but ehhhhhhhhh that fandom comes with free cans of worms and... hmm... Feels like something that may be in the cards later to the point of

gradually, eventually seeming inevitable, but not now.

I think Homestuck was like that with me.

Why am I pulled to the worst fandoms like a moth to a flame, anyway? Well, no, not ALL the worst fandoms, I can't see myself ever having the slightest interest in Supernatural

I'm kinda making fun of myself, I don't actually think a fandom should stop anyone from liking anything.

The fandom is really just a mechanism that provides fanfic for me to read. If there's any interesting fanfic, it's doing its job.