Throwback Thursday - ask about my character's pasts or their history. CW: Talk of posititution and suicide idealisation

(it still counts as Thursday to me shh)

What was Lysander's first time like?

Empty, made him feel cheap and not all that great. In hindsight he should have charged them extra.

Tateon if you mean the first time he was with someone he cared about and vice versa, then it honestly surprised him that it could be emotionally fulfilling?? Woah, this is 10x better

Aww. Lys, nooo! You deserved so much better! (At least with Evgeniy there's no doubt about the caring bit.)

which is why he's gonna be extremely loving and attentive and basically want him to feel super good about it

<3

When can Jr kidnap him to get them more together?

maybe towards the end of next month/Sept? Give them a few dates before putting them under pressure c:

Lysander ever contemplated suicide?

Tateon Yes. When he was on the streets he didn't think there was a 'way out'. That his father demanded he only come home if he 'returned to God and confessed his Sin', while he had to sell himself-

to survive drove him to those thoughts. When he first got Ash he still considered it in bleak moments because he felt so guilty. He stopped having those thoughts once he got a stable place for them to live.

It was less about feeling much better and more a drive of 'I'm going to do right by this kid'. And by that point he wasn't on street corners anymore which helped him get a better handle of things.

Evgeniy will cry if he finds this out. And hug him. A tight Russian hug, one of those endless embraces that leaves you breathless and not knowing if a rib has cracked.

I imagine Lys would bring it up if only to show that he doesn't think less of Evgeniy for commiting suicide, since he knows the mindset. But his reaction would be a surprise since 'wait, I didn't go through-

with it or anything!' Evgeniy please you're the one who should be getting cuddles rn!