spent the past three and a half hours trying to fall asleep

but im burning up, uncomfortable because of my fucking period, back still hurting like hell and now a fucking massive headache

so sleep isnt happening

i want to cry but for once tears arent coming

death can not come soon enough

okay i have iced my head and headache is mostly gone

not sure if i should attempt sleep again or not

okay attempting sleep again

sleep was success

sort of

i think i popped something back into place because my back doesnt hurt that much now

if im lucky (when am i ever tho) i might be fine tomorrow