[Positivity(?!)]

Well. This... is not so bad. I have Joe all to myself for my birthday, which sounds very petty and selfish but I have not had that in six entire months.

I will have my medication tomorrow.

I have... a lovely sketch of my awful murder clown OC here on my desktop. Which will be finished tomorrow, presumably.

My bird was actually pretty charming this afternoon and evening and I am proud of him.

Tomorrow I can probably actually tag without each tag requiring over an hour of struggle with things like electric numbness at my nerve endings, or weird pulsating sensations inside my own skull

I know my mum is okay (her car is less so, but whatever), so that's at least one thing resolved and shelved.

My inbox is full of WONDERFUL TAGS from so many lovely people and they've all been so patient with me during this trying time insert egg joke here

I'm just. This isn't.... so bad. I mean, it is. There are a lot of things I am not talking about because they affect everyone, me included, and there are still.... things.... but.

But.

I'M JUST... THINGS DO NOT FEEL COMPLETELY HOPELESS. AND SOME THINGS. ARE ACTUALLY PRETTY NICE.

YES.

wraps bat(ty) wings around