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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:40 PM
[RL/mute] I let my nerves get the better of me this morning and almost had a full blown anxiety attack at work.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:41 PM
we're promoting the new gold card system at work and I have to reach out to people and its like I worry that I'm bothering them
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:41 PM
of all things.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:41 PM
I tried to reach out to a guy and he took my samples and basically told me to shove off.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:42 PM
I went in the back for some water and started shaking and crying, man.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:42 PM
I'm still a mess. I can barely function right now. why can I not just reach out the information I have is helpful
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:43 PM
and I'm not making them buy anything but I hesitate and start panicking and my boss is watching me
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:43 PM
so I have to do something but I can't will myself to words properly
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:44 PM
he loves me. he won't fire me. I'm in a safe place and yet I am spooked that someone will be bothered by me.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:44 PM
only 45 minutes. ugh...
𝔞𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞✶𝔞𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔰
@remaix
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 3:46 PM
a turtle
@TemporaryCancer
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 4:00 PM
deep breaths, friend
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 4:01 PM
someone just asked me if I'm okay and I just started bawling my eyes out 8( I just want to be home now. I'm mortified.
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 4:26 PM
okay. okay. okay. its fine. four minutes. its fine.
a turtle
@TemporaryCancer
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 4:43 PM

oh god i still don't know how to draw pappelroose but MAY HIS SMILE CARRY U THRU
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 4:44 PM
8( friends you are so sweet holy shit
curby&coughing
@cancerously
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 8:13 PM
oh no honey, makes grabby hands for, I know I'm late to the party but I hope this is better now
curby&coughing
@cancerously
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 8:13 PM
or at least marginally less hard on you at the moment
curby&coughing
@cancerously
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 8:13 PM
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@squishv4
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 11:00 PM
thanks bb :c it's been a day, for sure...haha
MOVING
@outofmany
Tue, Apr 12, 2016 11:49 PM
oh gosh sweets i'm sorry
curby&coughing
@cancerously
Wed, Apr 13, 2016 1:48 AM
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