lmfao I am coming down from literally the worst panic attack I've ever had, it was so severe that I had to get an ekg bc I thought I was having a heart attack

I was like "I really can't afford to go to the hospital" so the paramedics didn't make me go esp bc they'd just give me a sedative lmfao

but like now I'm all tingly from breathing so quickly for like 20 minutes

It was like two hours of buildup to the most intensely uncomfortable half hour of my existence

holy cow, dude

please come down carefully and take care of yourself ;;

I'm hanging out with this really chill EMT until I can go back to my table

Ideally I would go take a nap but alas

It's weird too like I woke up with it already coming on, nothing even happened to set it off so I don't get why it was so severe

oh jeez D: please take care ok

I'm back at my table now, I feel much better after some dedicated chill time and being told by ~professionals~ that nothing life-threatening was going on with my heart

Still a little jittery but much better

/sits with <3

I always enjoy company c: