give me a character and I will talk about what mine thinks of yours
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give me a character and I will talk about what mine thinks of yours
give me a character and I will talk about what mine thinks of yours
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time get my brain back in shape rp-wise, this is like stretches
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or smth
omnomivore
Pietro?
Pietro?
Lady Stardust
IRIS and pick one pls
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OKAY, so, legit, Anya expected to love Pietro kind of inspite of himself, and that turned out not to be the case at all
swoleregard
anya and your choice
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he's an asshole but his paranoia (especially re: people not caring, there must be a reason for nice things) reminds her a lot of how she used to be
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she feels kind of at a loss sometimes though, because she recognizes his bone-deep pessimism and she doesn't know how to reach or change that
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even when she was alive and hated literally everyone she was very determined to fight and accomplish things
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anyway: she thinks it's not even that he has ~potential~ although he does, she thinks he's stronger and smarter and kinder already right now than he thinks he is/will let himself be
omnomivore
Ugh Anya. Stop being right about everything.
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and she thinks part of it is that he won't try until he knows he's going to win, knows he's the strongest person in the room, because that's what Magneto demanded
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but like that's just statistically unreasonable as a standard
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touko c:
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and she ALSO gets that more than she'd like, still, wanting to be SURE and in control
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anyway she wants to help with that
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Lady Stardust
OKAY SO THERE WAS THIS HORRIBLE TERRIBLE THING ASLAN WAS SAVING UP
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for a long time
Lady Stardust
Ooooh
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about how like, yeah, she runs around being chaotic good and not being in charge of things and power corrupts or whatever but
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at least he tries to stay and do right by things and
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she's unreliable and that's why everyone leaves her
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...ow
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it's true, too
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and like he never did get to say it now he can't anymore because she's the only friend he has left? that isn't barbara, who has a job to do
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and it's not that he expects her to be around forever, but he....relies on her
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to understand things about him no one else does
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good, because she would agree with him, she wouldn't even raise her voice
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but it would hurt her like hell
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yeah that is why he was saving it, because he's an asshole who knew exactly how bad it would hurt
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anyway he has - I think mostly subconsciously - finally grokked that their are different ways of being reliable? different things you can trust someone for ?
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in a rough paraphrase of that one asofterworld strip
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he can trust her to do what it is her nature to do, and that nature is mostly good
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(whereas he lets the perfect be the enemy in too much)
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anyway ;_; he thinks she's aggravating and bright and wise and a little brittle and great
Lady Stardust
best bb brother <3 <3
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PARDON ME WHILE I CRY ON MY CAT
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okay
swoleregard
I think the most interesting thing is that like, right now, recently, Anya is coming to understand how much she really doesn't know Omar?
swoleregard
ooh yes tell me about this
swoleregard
I literally just chinhands...ed
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like, her entire time on the barge, right from the beginning, she has tended to start relationships with moments/circumstances of strong emotional intuition
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and for the most part that's served her well, and for the most part she's then gotten to know people more mundanely over time
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but she had that initial I get this person with Omar forever ago, but she didn't know him other than ideas about kingship and fairness
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which they were cobbling together in a pretty imprecise joint archetype language
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and then he vanished, and she changed a lot, and he came back, and her instinct was to reconnect on that same level immediately, because she had so many protective/respectful powerful dudes that mostly fit
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her mental version of the archteype in the meantime
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but Omar isn't Bruce/Erik/Sokolov/whoever, and he's also from a very different world than most of the people she HAS had a longer chance to get to know
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and one that she never knew either
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it's not that she's entirely been treating him like an ideal, because one of her strengths is very much that she listens to what people actually say, and Omar picks his words carefully, and she respects
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very much the amount of him that she has seen since he got back
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but she's realizing that she's been filling in the gaps with her own assumptions and thinking that'd be fine until he confirmed stuff and that didn't happen
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and she's aware of it now and really - I think, more than anything, at this point, curious and excited about getting to know someone who's surprised her
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and also pleased that he apologized
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that goes a long way with her, that he's also looking at himself
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she can like 90% thank Ricki for that but she's also responsible for most of the remaining 10%
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Ricki is responsible for many good things tbh
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lol zero impetus to change in any way before he fell into caring for people who are actually asking him to
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which is hard and frustrating for him because he's really very rarely had personal relationships that demanded anything out of him, or at least like... the demands were familiar ones he knew how to meet
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he was very comfortably coasting with those
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I'm so pleased with this
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like no wonder he thinks he's better than everyone when he mostly surrounded himself with people he was smarter and stronger than
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yep
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his initial impulse was to be like "well eff this then" re: needing to tone down his ego/control freakishness but he's come around on the idea that he has benefited from having his horizons expanded
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now he has to do the less fun part of that :/
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and he could coast with anya a BIT because she is v used to letting people underestimate her and usually okay with it
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honestly Ricki let him coast for ages too
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he was genuinely blindsided when Ricki hit back at him
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but she has grown and, like, shined enough on the boat that it did not last when she had a no good very bad week
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ricki is ALSO used to letting things go along smoothly I think - it seems like a useful spy talent
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it's one of the ways they understand each other
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talent/reflex/mode of interacting
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talent makes it sound more manipulative than it is or means to be
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I MEAN RICKI MAKES PLENTY OF FUSS NOWADAYS BUT LIKE you get what I mean
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it's one of the reasons it's so hard for him to grok them sometimes because he's like "...why"
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but, again, that's what happens when you basically just do the same thing over and over again
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/pats omar
swoleregard
and it's the thing you're awesome at
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yeah
swoleregard
also /pings
undrwo
undrwo
This is all lovely
undrwo
And I will ask for Ricki!
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I think Anya's feelings about Touko right now are mostly just like
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a gif of an excited puppy
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Touko has come through so much, has always been so pessimistic and had so many reasons for it, she's so sharp and fierce and clever and ridiculous and like
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Anya waited so long while Touko distrusted her and resented her
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and then she graduated and poofed and while that isn't a surprise I think Anya did expect a different transition than actually happened
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and now she gets to actually be friends with graduated Touko who is still sharp and cynical and ridiculous but less closed off and doom-focused and she's just like YES YES YES HOW DO I TEEN GIRL FRAND
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anyway they should braid each other's hair, it's the one slumber party thing they're actually good at
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talking about boys would probably go hilariously awry
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but they should attempt it
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surprise I bet you thought you'd seen the last of me
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talking about boys would be horrible and amazing at the same time 
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"...my favorite boy was you when you were a dude"
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haha SHE WAS TRYING A LOT TO COMPARTMENTALIZE THAT 
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more vodka
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SAME.
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undrwo
much belated but Anya thinks Ricki is just
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splendid in all fourteen theoretical dimensions
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she is aware that she needs to like
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not actively enable the worst parts of him even though she loves those too
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she worries that she's not being proactive enough and maybe now that I'm less failboat she will try to work more on his incendiary restlessness but like
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maybe not, because she respects that it comes from a very legitimate place
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and he needs that acknowledged so badly
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some people never aim for graduation - like Erik, like Touko iirc
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and Anya wasn't like that, she very much wanted to do the thing, but she knows people don't have to like the system
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but she thinks people do need to find their own reasons for wanting to do better
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reasons other than just 'to get out'
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for her, first and foremost it was Wanda, for Erik it was his family and the future, for Zane it was his new family and for himself
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she thinks Ricki is going to find his reasons but she can't force it
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the carnival pushed him a bit, shoving the worst of him at his friends
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but it has to be more than that, too
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idk if any of that was coherent
undrwo
That is very coherent!
undrwo
And she's right, as usual.
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anyway what she probably ought to be doing more of is like, making sure he doesn't back himself into a corner with his temper before he gets there
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so I will noodle on that
undrwo
He is planning to blow up the bar largely because he knows he needs to get better, weirdly, but he's so damn mad he's getting in his own way. He'll explain to her after it happens- right now it just feels like
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he can't begin to work on it because he will never, ever have put up a fight, he'll have gone down with just a whimper
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But like, once something has been blown up? Okay.
undrwo
Okay, time to begin getting better.
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she will take it fairly well I think
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this makes perfect sense to her
swoleregard
speaking of which should we move ahead with the OOC post now that 4wd is over
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ALSO he should definitely actually ask her about Alex
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because the thing is, Alex is a Genuinely Good Person who basically stopped wardening because he couldn't be part of the barge shenans anymore
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and seeing him again she's having a lot of thoughts and feelings about it
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(I mean: also player burnout, but that was partly caused by character burnout because Alex was so fed up with all the horrors and compromises)
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IIRC
undrwo
Definitely definitely we should!