[RP] I usually haven't had such trouble juggling multiple things at once, so here's some word vomit on trying to figure out why.

Normally I can, and have, juggled up to a half-dozen characters at once with no problems. Plus memes! At present I'm at less than that and can't do either.

Injury notwithstanding, I think it's a matter of juggling thought patterns. Like... normally, I'm able to zero in on one particular character or plot point. I'll tag bomb that, but still keep up with everything

MORE OR LESS, it's been because my brain has been going in fifteen different directions with 's endgame.

Only fifteen? You're doing a hell of a lot better than I am.

Instead of a huge event that everyone can zero in on, it's been event after event after event.

Which isn't a criticism.

It's the nature of the beast and in wrapping up the story that the present mods were handed a year ago.

heh. You handle it better then I am

In spite of it not even being that BUSY, my brain hasn't felt like it's keeping up. Even if I'm not as behind as I think I am, I'm super behind by my own personal standards.

Which thus results in me tripping over myself, and impacting my activity at & as a result.

Moral of this story: There's a reason you space out your events in games, normally. I can forgive here easily Because Endgame and we even got given extra time on top of the original allotment.

Because Kira (and Mark!) is totally cool and I'm enjoying myself. It's my own brain working against me. XD

SO IT'S REALLY MORE OR LESS MY OWN FAULT, and it gives me a good acid test of what my brain can keep up with in certain situations.

I'm basically trying to do The Biggest Thing with each of my characters there all at ONCE instead of spacing out their Big Damn Hero moments, sobs.

Which I guess is expected.

And for one of those, you're trying to coordinate across half a dozen characters or more.

sobs, yeah...