[Depression venting]

What the fuck is even the point

Of Anything

I am frozen in a spiral of anger and sadness and I can't get out

I can't even bring myself to make an appointment with a gender counselor, I'm too chicken shit about this Fucking town's reaction

I'm scared of being hurt

/hugs tight

And there's this dude I swear to Fucking God he's everything I want but can never have, ever

And I Fucking hate him

I wish I could help :c but I know that feeling of being stuck in a spiral like that

I hate him for it

And if my odds of finding someone were shit before they are now

Because seriously. Fucking dumbfucks and their Fucking bullshit ideas of trans

And their kindergarten mentality of gender

Especially here. Jesus christ