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[anxiety(?)/money issues]
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Heeehhhhhhhhhhh......... I have so much to buy but my Dad refuses to give me any more money than what I get in Child benefit
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I need a new can of deodorant which has recently run out, I need to buy people Easter eggs, I money set aside for a friend's birthday party this weekend AND I need new shoes
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the world of money is so against me right now...
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And guess what my Dad had the nerve to fucking say?
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"Get a part time job and earn money."
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HE KNOWS I FUCKING CAN'T
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WHY DOESN'T HE GET HIS HEAD AROUND THIS
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WHY
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HE SHOULD KNOW THAT UNTIL MY PSYCHIATRIST COVERS THIS ASPECT WITH ME TO THE POINT WHERE I'M CONFIDENT TO TRY AGAIN, I CAN'T DO SHIT
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/runs hands down face
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GET A JOB YOURSELF YOU PIECE OF SHIT
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We've been told not to get a job this close to the exams anyway, sooooo yeah, kinda flawed plan there
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But yeah, it came about because he said he was gonna get my sister clothes and I asked why he never got me any and his reply was that I should get a job
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(Also, wow, the internet keeps blacking out on me...)
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But ahhh, the irony was so strong here... if he can't get a job, how does he expect me to get one?
Neffi
Because he's a fucking idiot?
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Idek where the sheet with my National Insurance Number has gone anyway, and I can't get a job without that... /sighs
I just hate how he thinks it's okay to say that to me...
Neffi
Diiiiiiiiiiiiiiick
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He has no idea how terrified I am about getting a job after the last time, why does he have to be like this...?
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Also, oh my god, my internet is lagging so bad today, why
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I just... don't know what I'm going to do... I need so much, but I get so little money each week... /sobs
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