Dear brain, please stop giving me dreams where I get back together with Kael. They aren't productive, and they fuck with my whole day.

They aren't happy dreams, either

Those are the worst. I had plenty haha

I hope they go away soon

Me toooo

You, too? I've had those about my ex two nights in a row. Hate them.

I've been having them all week and I don't know why

I mean...I guess it's kind of positive in that, last night, I put my foot down and told him that we couldn't go back to how things were unless he could prove to me that he could handle it.

But there was crying and stress all through it. It's hard to shake that off.