I'm having that horrible "what if I joined a Gaia Online roleplay" urge again because it's so quiet. Clearly I am not in enough games.

(that is a god awful lie, I am in four with a total of like 9 characters)

(which is more reason why I shouldn't even think about going onto Gaia again)

do not do that

Don't do that. You'll regret it.

I know I'll regret it

why is my brain betraying me with these urges

Because it is terrible at times.

It's like making the decision to buy really horrible takeout that you know will make you sick but then you go and do it anyway

Exactly.

There's a Fatal Frame based roleplay...