a bit self-conscious about it, but I asked the internet for advice for being alone. Some of the advice was not going to be right for me. Mostly the advise of using the time to contemplate and embrace the...

solitude. I know enough about myself and the ocd that I have that if I do that I could tie myself in recursive anxiety knots and also get really depressed.

On the other hand some of the other information was really helpful and I read and sat back and was like, well no duh Hayley but it was nice to have it pointed out to me. The site said to read and write...

I know I do a lot of these things already especially with college, but there's something about that that I hadn't thought about. Since I don't have a room mate or a friend or boyfriend and my family members...

are pretty content to do they're own thing, I can write and read without feeling like I'm ignoring anyone, and this'll sound bad but, I won't feel like I'm ignoring anyone, because there's no one to ignore!

Let me know if there's anything I can do to help?

I've been trying it with writing my forever Mesoamerican paper and it seems to be really helping and I'm almost done with the paper. Also NAL could really use the push to a this second draft done by year's end.

мσℓℓу : Thanks for the offer my friend. Mum and I talked about it a little the other day she thinks I need to learn to be alone. I can't deny that stings a bit coming from someone whose always...

had either a boyfriend or husband for company. I know that's she's right. That as much as it's hurting on and off right now it'll be worth it I hope.

How To Be Alone

How to be alone