Can't sleep.

For whatever reason I keep thinking of all the upcoming surgeries and tests the doctors are going to want me to do.

I don't know how people keep up enough endurance to do this for years. Sometimes it's just rather exhausting.

It'd just be nice to feel normal.

^ Well said!

rubs your belly

Sorry I'm being kind of a downer guys, just all the thinky thoughts seem to be happening tonight

I understand

I have those times.

not been 'normal', health wise, for a long time. and it does wear on you.

potato boyo :

And thanks you guys. I know things will get better at some point, just having a rough night is all. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

If we're going to abandon you just because you're having worried thoughts, that would say more about us than about you, now, wouldn't it? You can be downer sometimes!