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[Abi Whine] I wish I was more interesting. :/
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I pretty much have nothing to contribute to anything other than SAFT SAFT SAFT SAFT SAFT. And it must bore the shit out of you all.
KW
Saft is not boring and you have more to contribute.You got me into monster high and you're giving me the chance to go to a con for the first time ever.
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True, I just...ugh, it's one of those weird things that's hard to explain without people getting butthurt about it
HOT TURKEY TAKE
I think I might understand and I know why it's hard to explain. Nat is right, though - you're certainly a lot more than just your OC, and I enjoy your company too, even if I don't always speak up.
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I have hella obscure fandoms no one's interested in. I lose interest in most fandoms after a while, My tablet is fucked up so I can't art... I basically have nothing to contribute. I just feel-
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like sometimes I should quit plurk all together, But then I'm invisible on AIM all the time because there are certain people I don't feel like talking with. But then I get hurt if no one goes out of their-
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way to speak with me.
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That really kinda hurts. I try my best with everyone else I really do...but if I'm just unimportant to everyone else in the first place why even bother?
KW
I know this feelinng, putting it into words is bloody hard but I know it.
KW
You want to push people away when they're close because you feel like you're using them and pull them close when they're distant because you feel worthless without 'em.
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It ssucks because I see how close everyone else is together all the time like they've known them for years...and then there's me with no one.
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Only frigging close friend I have at all is my damned cat.
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And what other friends I have IRL still make me feel hella awkward and not ask me how I feel about things... I'm going to a Hen-night tonight which is going to make me feel so uncomfortable.
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Because Ann Summers and Penis straws and basically everything that just feels cheap and gross to me.
KW
.....ew
KW
Can I just say I'm glad I ain't go any hen parties in my future?
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It's sad that the only reason I'm going is because I want to feel included.
KW
I SUCK at RL interaction, I hate drinking, but I would go out with my one RL friend when she asked for exactly the same reason.
KW
I don't fit, I know I don't fit, and I get told I don't fit quite often
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It's a horrid feeling right?
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So why do we keep doing it to ourselves?
KW
Human nature
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Well human nature can go screw itself, I'm fed up of feeling like this.
KW
Online is easier because if someone is just words on a screen they can't hurt you,
KW
but if you allow yourself to feel that connection to the person on the other side of the screen... then it's scary, GREAT but scary.
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I have to admit Nat, and I really don't want to make you hate me for this...sometimes I've felt it with you. :/ Like you went off with Miles-mun and I was kinda like "Oh well...okay then" :/
KW
I was worried you might feel that way when I left Ink City, I should have brought it up then. But you know that was never you right? It's just that the game is a bad fit for me.
KW
And I have a bad habit of withdrawing when I'm not sure what to do.
KW
Like I see you upset and I try to find the words to help and my fingers just flop uselessly on the keys because I'm not exactly a bag of sunshine myself.
KW
So how do mood lift?
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/Nods/ It's okay, I know you meant nothing by it..but at the time it really kind of upset me because I just thought maybe you lost interest in me or whatever.
KW
Never
KW

^Said in his voice
KW
We're both kinda fail because I was worried that you were upset with me for failing at Az ^^;;
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And now I'm just sat here with my box of tissues and sobbing because I'm so useless.
KW
And DL going quiet
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And no.. not with Az, I mean we just kinda came up with her back then so I realize she must have been a difficult character for you to play with.
KW
Hey.... You're no more or less useless than anyone else out there.
KW
I'm pretty fail too for being a coward.
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/Just hugs because she's not sure how she can make things better./
KW
I'm not saying don't cry cause once I start it's damn impossible to stop but I'm just saying ... it's okay. We're both derp's and we know it. But I'm not angry, and I really wish I could give you a hug
KW
And lol then you offer me a hug while I'm typing that XD
KW
HIVE MIND
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I swear in October I'll probably just cling to you all day.
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Well, all weekend even,
KW
Ew RL hugs j/k
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heh.
KW
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