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why not rp confessions since april did it even though none of these are confessions.
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i love prose style logs but barely anyone does. speaking of that reminds me BURIED IN MY INBOX i have to reply to casey.
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FUCK YOU APRIL
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anyway as i'm saying i'm often cold and alone on the prose style log front when i feel like writing because everyone else hates logs.
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fuck you everyone else.
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fuck you APRIL
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fuck your dot com fuckyoucaitlin.fuckyouerin.com
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GOD ALMOST EVERYONE I PLAY WITH HATES DOING LOGS.
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THAT GOES THE SAME FOR ANY FANDOM I'VE BEEN IN.
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april no one understands i used to have a log going all the time those were solid years of writing every day consistently constantly.
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it hurts me
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ur a losner
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loserm
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lllaruem
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larueamea
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laurejma FUCK YOU
thunderCunt
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what else
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i can only play a couple of characters at a time. i don't have enough room in my head to sustain too many characters at once.
The Zemblanity!
I like prose logs but everyone else seemed to stop doing them
bird of prey
no i love logs and prose omg :[
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god dammit liesya
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look i'm writing your names down and i'm going to keep a list
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GUESS THIS MEANS I NEED TO WATCH SHERLOCK (i will one day)
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also when i am playing any of the limited characters i can play at a time, if i am really able to get that character's voice, i will start having thought patterns i don't usually have and think of things to do
thunderCunt
goddamnit
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with those characters that i otherwise wouldn't normally think of doing.
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i remember looking back at my old work like holy shit that actually occurred to me???????? I WROTE THAT?????????
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THAT WAS AN IDEA I HAD???
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WEIRD.
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i'm really good at shutting my regular thinking down if i'm really into something though. to a less controlled degree this happens in freewriting sooooooooooo basically oranges.
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(yes watch sherlock join my cast we will never be without a log i think neko and ihave consistently logged somewhere for about the entire time we've had the characters)
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god fuck you that is exactly the sort of thing i had for like 6 years straight LOSING IT KILLED ME.
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it also killed my writing quality.
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probably that's why i put up with my abusive ex-best friend for so long SHE WAS FUCKING FANTASTIC AT WRITING.
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I LOVED HER WRITING SO MUCH.
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STILL ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WRITERS I'VE EVER ENCOUNTERED.
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i like making ppl think in rp too. i don't like to make certain things easy.
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i also don't introspect very much bc i don't like them to know what my characters are thinking.
Dadiós.
^
Dadiós.
So much that
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I'M BRINGING IT BACK TO YOU GET TO IT also i hate when terrible people create good things
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/)A(\ she was hands down one of the most genuinely gifted writers i've ever met.
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she was a fantastic storyteller. she could sell you anything.
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(which is a relevant statement in regards to sherlock since practically everyone involved is terrible but it's so good) BUT IA2 with not actually introspecting much ICly haha :[
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IT'S TOO EASY IF YOU INTROSPECT A LOT.
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lskghskjh i confuse myself if i introspect too much tbh
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god i actually hate bracket logs
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prose 5ever
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ME TOO I HATE THEM SO MUCH.
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(asher is the exception please kill me WHY IS HE ALWAYS THE EXCEPTION.)
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BRACKETS ARE MY BANE i cannot parse that style.
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WHEN PPL STARTED DOING BRACKET SHIT IN REGULAR RESPONSES I GOT SUPER CONFUSED
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but now it is the way of things
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I'VE SLOWLY, SLOWLY GOTTEN USED TO IT SOMEWHAT.
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but my brain still doesn't work
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it sees brackets and it's like 
??????????
??????????
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i have to like think extra hard on brackets
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skjdghskljgh i tend to just
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prose in the brackets
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like HAHA TRY AND RESTRICT ME
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/)A(\ I HAVE TRIED AND I JUST. I DON'T KNOW. THE PRESENCE OF THE BRACKET FUCKS ME UP.
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also fuck you
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you hate logs in general you've said so
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god i DO NOT
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I GO THROUGH PHASES
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU
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i logged like constantly when i played regularly with greeps and then when i started tf again i was like no
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no no no no no this is STUPID AND HARD AND I HATE IT
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FUCK YOU IS ALL I'M SAYING.
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and then i loved it for a while last spring and then i hated it and recently i got back into it
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so FUCK YOU
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NO FUCK YOU
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GO LOG WITH EVERYONE ELSE I HATE YOU.
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/)A(\ i love it when i love it and i wish i loved it all the time
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GOD
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TALGKJAGLKJS ME BACK
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oh it's been a while
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since that one
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TLAGL ME BAJCKJK
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jfkdrfklsdflksjf
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so basically fuck you is what i'm saying
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no fuck you
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tagl me backl
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proes logem with em
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also i should have figured liesya liked logs i was really impressed by sherlock's midnight channel
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spoilers i spy on liesya's munhead sometimes
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she likes logs
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i can tell u that
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i think u'll agree
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(i have eyes everywhere liesya i'm sorry)
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i remember reading the entry when it went up like
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this really the girl who claims she can't think
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well ok then.
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yep
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stupidly talented
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suck it liesya
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zdkljhfklJFHGKLDJFH
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april thank you for this meme i am now seeing there are some assholes who hid their prose logging love from me
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haha yes good hello
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hello katya
The Zemblanity!
I was destroyed by peer pressure, don't blame me
bird of prey
WH Y ARE YOU IN MY MUSEBX ITS ALL BAD PORN STOP THIS IS ERINS PLURKdfkjhjh
The Zemblanity!
come do long prose logs with kaworu and alois forever
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god alois is actually hard right now or else i'd have logged fubbuck forever ago
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LIESYA I HAVE A LEGIT PROBLEM WITH FINDING EVERYTHING AND WATCHING EVERYTHING AND EVEN IF I DON'T READ IT ALL (THAT'S RARE) I LIKE KNOWING WHERE IT IS
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oh my fucking god
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get out of my life i hoped you had forgotten
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NOPE JUST LOST HIS VOICE
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THAT'S MY PRIORITY WHEN I GET IT BACK
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fuck /)A(\
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god
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god dammit
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god dammit god dammit god dammit no
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I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID
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RFLJSDKFS:KLDFHSKJDFSDJFKL
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DONT' TALGL ME BAKC DONT' LOGOGLM ME
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YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK NOW
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I HATE LOGS
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AND PROSE
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too late
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kaworu and fubbuck are on my list when i get the voice back
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kill
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me
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well that's horrifying. thanks
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alois is one i won't drop no matter what so i will cry and plead to keep him if i fail AC consistently bc I REALLY DO WANT TO PLAY HIM
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so really
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it's a matter of time
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you're not safe forever
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wow i'm leaving bye
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these are threats
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Oh
Dadiós.
I can learn how to prose-style for you guys
Dadiós.
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NO ASHER YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE ME ACCEPT BRACKETS
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DEAL WITH IT
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fjsdklfsd how
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i should restate that d413 is my exception
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BC YOU GUYS DO IT WELL
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i'm making him prose style with me
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I HADN'T SEEN IT DONE PARTICULARLY WELL BEFORE THEN
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yes i saw
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u broke it u bought it asher
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asher i'm going to challenge the fuck out of you
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have fun
Dadiós.
jdfksdl IT'S NOT THAT DIFFERENT it just looks weird to me now
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homura and kyuubey prose logs then. or kaworu and kyuubey. or YOU GET THE POINT PROSE LOGS ARE GOOD WITH ANYONE
Dadiós.
In some ways it's better because a lot of times I want to describe the way someone says something and I can't without leaving a dumb colon or something
Dadiós.
I like making the brackety parts small though
Dadiós.
That is visually appealing to me
Dadiós.
....*bracketed
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That's actually a word
Dadiós.
I'm not very good at English today
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sob yes that's actually a lot of my hangup with it
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i just do not move well from the description to the spoken words.
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it's so jarring to me.
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i like everything to flow together.
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as evidenced by all your plurks ever
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NO IM SORRY im /leaves
The Zemblanity!
XD
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GOD I TAKE BACK ALL MY COMPLIMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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but really though you're super talented fuck ur dumb insistence on thinkin u can't think
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YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND THEN SAY MORE NICE THINGS ITS CONFUSING JUST LOG W ME SOMEWHERE OK
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I'M JUST HAPPY I WON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE ANYMORE LOOK AT ALL THESE PPL WHO LOVE LOGS (kyuubey logs would actually be easy)
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(he'd be so much easier in log format than in network+voice)
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COMING OUT OF THE WOODWORK FOR YOU
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IT'S NICE THANK YOU APRIL.
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MY NAME IS KATYA
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NO I'M THANKING APRIL LIESYA
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FUCK YOUR TALENTS
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I liked logging with you
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ugh i loved logging with you kanda come home
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The fussiest monster
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The longest log
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/)A(\ so many pages of log
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NO KISSING
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NOT EVEN A FUMBLING HANDJOB
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My phone wanted to say hanson
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Don't be coy, autocorrect
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I REMEMBER READING THAT WHOLE MONSTROUS THING EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T KNOW DGRAY BC 1 I LOVED THE WRITING
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AND 2 I WANTED KISSES
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RKLJFAKDJF A FUMBLING HANSON
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ugh spoilers i'd play lavi/ravi again in a heartbeat if i could just forget d.gray-man ever happened.
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just take his character
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move it somewhere
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some highschool au
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all good.
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he's so different from the characters i play now 
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/)A(\ the amount I loved you guys playing dgray and air gear despite knowing nothing about them (apparently for the best) was insane
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/)A(\ ugh it's partially bc our casts were perfect representations of the series
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even alison was excellent at the characters she played
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THEY WERE SO GOOD still my favorite canon blind casts
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well i can't say much about her tyki mikk since i barely interacted with him but her kazu and ugh what's his face
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they were both really good
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sano right
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FJSKDFJSDf no
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I LIKE THAT I REMEMBER
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i want to say deirdre was sano. did you play sano.
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i forget.
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he was hilarious.
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oh no never mind she played him in cfud I'm drunk
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SHE DIDTHAT'S RIGHT
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kilik, that's his name.
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that's the one
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alison was a great kilik
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YES HIM
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I remember loving kururu so much
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/)A(\ holy fuck kururu
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she was so cute
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I forget who played her though it's only been 4.5 years
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i was like half in love with her and akito/agito at the same time
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also spitfire jackie played off of me so well
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jackie and deirdre were really impressive in how well they bounced off of me almost immediately.
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if not immediately.
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that doesn't usually happen to me.
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normally there's this "gettin' used to this person's style" thing but there was none of that with either of them.
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come to think of it i didn't have a problem with you or asher either.
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or once-ler jackie she was super easy too.
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i guess i should retract that and say "THAT DIDN'T USUALLY HAPPEN TO ME"
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we're spneckial
we're spneckial
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I WAS SANO
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IT WAS ILL-DVISED
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DO YOU REMEMBER WHO PLAYED KURURU IT'S SUPER BUGGING ME
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i was also kururu once but i think vera was our kururu?????